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I have one word written on my card. The word is terror. I wanna tell you I am delighted that you invited me here this week. We have cactus in Towns We have mountains in Towns. We have the occasional beautiful golden cottonwood tree in Towns. We don't have sugar Maples, its a serious lack and I drove in from the airport today and I kept saying, stop looking at this, Jane look at that and I was pointing to trees. So it feels very festive to be here and for myself, it's a little bit like a long artist date to get to soak in a set of new visuals which I hope to employ to great good effect. Yesterday after what I would call about a 15 year pause an old novel of mine suddenly became doable. The characters started chatting again. I have learned that when they do that you should reach for a pen and take dictation and so in that sense, it's a very happy time for me to be here because I got a phone call last week from the publisher of the artist's way who knows that I'm very close to my father and he said, well, you could call your dad and tell him that he has a best selling daughter. I thought my father is very old fashioned. He will not want to hear he has a best selling daughter. I should probably say something like dad, your daughter has a best selling book but I wanna talk a lot tonight about fear or as I put it terror. And one of the terrorists that I have to look in the face a little bit are things like last week I was talking to a fellow who had called up to do a radio interview and he said something like, well I know you've written four plays and I know you've sold nine movies and I know you've directed a feature film but your real accomplishment is writing the artist's way. And I said, thank you that makes me feel like the Masters and Johnson of creativity. And which would you rather do teach people how do it or get to do it yourself? and So one of my particular little terrorists is that I would ever have to choose between the two paths of either teaching or doing and frankly, I doubt if that's ever going to happen. The truth is, and I wanna talk about this a little bit. I think we have some teachers in the audience, and I think that one of the many myths that is very damaging in academia and which sours our students attitude and our attitudes when we are faculty is the idea that those that can't do teach, right? I know this is just the kind of give it to them in the neck comment that is sort of fun to do when you get a rotten assignment but the truth is that artists have always apprenticed other artists and that creative people have always apprenticed other creative people and that one of the strange things that happens as you get further, along on your own creative path is that you find yourself being nice to exactly the kind of obnoxious young person that you were and I wanna be clear that I was an extremely obnoxious young person, unlike anyone else I'm sure. One of my credits is that I wrote for the Washington post. I wanna tell you a little bit about how that came to pass, because one of the myths that we have around creativity is that it's a very small insider's club that exists somewhere and if you don't know how to get in there because your father owns the paper or your your mother's family has a publishing empire or you're best friends with the guy who runs the Met then why bother to do your creativity at all? Because consider the odds okay, the question consider the odds is an excellent way to not do a piece of work okay and most of us get acquainted with this question very early and I'd like to see if this sounds familiar to any of you. You say something like, I think am gonna write a novel. I have this idea and your friend says to you, wow do you know what the odds are of ever publishing a novel? Okay or you say to your parents I think I wanna be an artist. I know you want me to be a lawyer. I understand this. I know I should be taking over the firm. There are many things that are more important for me to be doing, but I like to paint. And what they say is, honey, maybe you should try to find something that you could fall back on right? You could always teach, right? So it's a privilege to be talking in an academic situation because there are few situations in America, more dangerous to creativity. In an ideal world, we would broach our plans to our parents. We would say, I wanna grow up to make movies and they would say, we could get a super eight camera. You could probably do one of those moving shots by sitting on the back of the tractor, and that is not what happens. We say I think I wanna be an artist and they say and pay the rent. Artists aren't very happy okay so we start with that kind of background like when we're just little buns and then we get, we get into academic situations where many times our teachers are extremely creative people who have had the same kind of conditioning and so here we are all gathered together in a situation which could be festive and enjoyable and instead often becomes a situation where we reinforce each other's sense of limits. We agree upon a certain ceiling of accomplishment and we don't push the envelope too much. So some of what I probably should have. I asked them to put a little warning on the bottom of whatever they passed around campus that said danger. This lecture will not be a lecture. It will actually be somewhat interactive because I truly hate lecturing. I came here tonight really to talk artists to artists, with people. It's my belief that, and actually I wanna say it's not just my belief. It is my experience. It is my experience that the interesting question to ask yourself is not what if I unblock myself and I do rotten work. Okay has anybody had that fear? So I get really unblocked and I put two years into it and it just stinks right? And then even worse I'm the only one who doesn't know this Right? And against all odds, it does get published, right? And then I have a page one New York times Sunday section review about how rocky I am, right? Does any of this sound at all familiar? The more interesting question is not, will my work be bad? The real question is what if I am truly gifted? What if I'm truly gifted? And I don't have the courage in this life to express those gifts. I have taught this I've been a writer for 25 years and the tools in my book were tools that came from blood, sweat, tears, seat of the pants a great deal of artistic pain and wanting to pass along tools that I found worked in terms of healing up the kind of things that people in a creative I don't even want to say career people with any creative trajectory cause I wanna immediately divorce the idea of career from creativity. Okay America is an extremely product oriented society. When someone says I've just written a novel we don't say that is fantastic. We say, do you have a publisher? Okay we don't tend to support each other for our process. We tend to only support each other in terms of product. William Kennedy's, the fellow who wrote iron lives. He and I used to share a literary agent and so I know this from the horse's mouth there were 49 submissions on that book before it was accepted. He is now considered a great writer. Well, he was a great writer during all 49 of those submissions, okay. It didn't make him suddenly be like Presto Bill. You're now a great writer. Someone is publishing you. So part of what we need to do in order to detox from some pretty firmly entrenched American ideas around creativity, it start to separate out career from creativity. Start to separate out process and product. Start to pull our self-respect back into a more interesting question, which is did I do any today? Did I do any today? And this brings us squarely up to the idea of fear. One of the things that I noticed when I teach is that people have an incredible amount of fear and shame around their creativity and to be really accurate they have a lot of shame around not having done it and I wanna talk a little bit about why that happens okay. In America, we have a concept that there's such a thing as a real artist. Okay, would you guys take one of those white cards? And if you don't have one steal one one from your neighbor or someone close and if you can't find a card, do it on a sheet of paper. If you brought one and I want us to do just a little bit of free associating here, and we're gonna take a look at the group mind and, and see what we think about artists. Okay? So I'm going to go very quickly because in much the same way that before they were a class a drug amphetamines were a common study aid. And in much the same way that having a deadline in a class can allow you to finally hurdle past your fear, right? The night before you've got to write this paper, speed writing does the same thing and so I know it's very annoying but please fill in the blank. Ready, artists are? Okay one artists are? First word that comes to mind. Two, artist are? Three artists are? Four artists are? Five artists are? I hope you're all doing this six, otherwise it's gonna just be dumb. Seven artists are? Eight artists are? Nine artists are? 10 artists are? Okay flip that card over, please ready? We're doing this again except this time it real artists are? Number one, real artists are? Number two, real artists are Number three guess real artists are? Four real artists are? five real artists are? Six real artists are?` I have great peripheral vision do you guys hate cards? Seven pens. The front row, real artists are? Where am I? Number seven or eight,\r\n\r\n- Eight\r\n\r\n- Eight real artists are? Nine real artists are? 10 real artists are? Okay so let's take a look at what we think real artists are? Okay could I please hear one list all the way through and I'm just gonna be ruthless and ask you right in the front row with the headband. Could you just do it?\r\n\r\n- I did not have a pen.\r\n\r\n- She did not have a pen. Okay can I have a volunteer? Someone who had a pen go. Real artists are one more time beautiful\r\n\r\n- Ambiguous.\r\n\r\n- Ambiguous androgynous, Divine sweet mean ass and green. Okay I want you to watch a little bit the way this works because it's a pretty interesting thing. If you have a belief system that says real artists are good. Okay that's fine except on the days when you don't think you're good. Okay then you're not a real artist. Could I hear another list of a real artist? No yes go.\r\n\r\n- Discipline, contentious, accomplished, on time, productive deep, solemn, wonderful, difficult to live with, annoying, gracious and contributing to humanity.\r\n\r\n- Let's hear this one more time, one more time, disciplined\r\n\r\n- Disciplined, contentious\r\n\r\n- You guys write them down, disciplined, contentious go\r\n\r\n- Accomplished,\r\n\r\n- Accomplished\r\n\r\n- on time\r\n\r\n- On time\r\n\r\n- Productive,\r\n\r\n- productive\r\n\r\n- deep,\r\n\r\n- deep\r\n\r\n- Solemn\r\n\r\n- solemn\r\n\r\n- Wonderful,\r\n\r\n- Wonderful\r\n\r\n- Difficult to live with\r\n\r\n- difficult to live with\r\n\r\n- Annoying,\r\n\r\n- annoying\r\n\r\n- Gracious\r\n\r\n- gracious\r\n\r\n- and contributing to humanity.\r\n\r\n- And contributing to humanity. Okay I wanna talk no one put down, they wear black. They wear black, real artists wear black real artists are born not made. How many people have a belief system that says real artists are born that way? Okay I wanna take a look at this for a second. How many people have a belief system that says real artists are so disciplined? Okay that they would kill anyone who really got in their way. Okay, how many people have a belief system that says real artists have commitment instead of doubt? Could we do the hands in that? Okay, so please, all right. Will you guys turn around and look? Let's put the hands up about real artists do not have doubt. Okay, let's listen for a second to the artists are lists. Let's just take I'm gonna write some of these words down. So I'm gonna ask you I know this is gonna be a little bit like popcorn but could you just give me a couple of words and go a little slow, real artists or artists are crazy. Thank you, crazy eccentric\r\n\r\n- Broke\r\n\r\n- Broke What else? I'm sorry oh Famous when dead and aren't we suppose to hear how they get that way? Alcoholic drug riddled I mean, no one believes that? Or does that fall under crazy go ahead\r\n\r\n- small\r\n\r\n- small petty you mean? Or small stature short, shorter than I am.\r\n\r\n- All of the above.\r\n\r\n- I'm sorry.\r\n\r\n- All of the above.\r\n\r\n- What?\r\n\r\n- Bell-bottoms and flowers.\r\n\r\n- I can't hear you.\r\n\r\n- Bell-bottoms and flowers\r\n\r\n- Bell- bottoms and flowers does that mean flaky? Is this the quiet side of the room over here? Artists are?\r\n\r\n- Optimistic.\r\n\r\n- Optimistic\r\n\r\n- Creative\r\n\r\n- Wild\r\n\r\n- wacko\r\n\r\n- Unrealistic\r\n\r\n- Unrealistic\r\n\r\n- Emotional? Do we hear the word emotional? Okay I wanted you to take a quick look at this because until you make some of these things conscious what happens is that they get in between you and the work. So please go to another card okay. We're gonna play just a little bit more with a couple of these concepts, namely the following. I can't be a brilliant prolific artist because one? Number two I can't be a brilliant prolific artist because? Okay three, I can't be a brilliant prolific artists because? Four I can't be a brilliant prolific artist because? Five I can't be a brilliant prolific artists because? six and because? Seven I can't be a brilliant prolific artist because? Eight I can't be a brilliant prolific artist because? Nine I can't be a brilliant prolific artists because? I can't write this fast. I haven't thought of a thing to say. I can't be a brilliant prolific artist because? okay what we're working with here is something called blurts and those of you who have worked a little bit with the book know that I like to work with something that in new age parlance is called affirmations. I however like to use them for something a little bit different than spiritual sit-ups. I like to use them in order to get you to hear what your blurts are and one of the ways this works is you write a sentence like let's just, I know that there are a number of people in this room who are multiply gifted in our going eeny, meeny, miny, moe and if someone would remember to remind me to talk a little bit about the way we use Dylan tag as a slur in this country, I wanna do that later but for right now, just pick one of the things that you're interested in. Okay like I, Julia, I'm a brilliant and prolific director. I want you to, this is like going back to grammar school, but we're gonna write this sentence five times. What you're going to do is listen for the blurt. Okay so if you say I, Colleen I'm a brilliant and prolific actress, this alien creature. Remember the earth. How many of you guys have seen the first alien? Where the creature suddenly comes up? this is what these blurts do when you work with the affirmations. Okay so please take the sentence. I, then your name am a brilliant and prolific write it five times, jot down your blurts. So we get a sense of what they are. They're really evil. Okay so I am a brilliant and prolific, blank Its terrible angel to shoot up at a girl. It doesn't bother me if you stay on. Okay are we on about three, four. Five. Okay I want us to take a look at what some of these blurts are. So just pretend this is Oprah you guys and sort of stand up and tell the video camera. What horrible thing your subconscious said. Could I please hear a blurb first? Let me hear what sentence you were working with. How about somebody over here from the wing? Yes with the black hair and the white shirt. Could you give us your sentence?\r\n\r\n- I Debra am a brilliant and prolific writer, I don't have the time\r\n\r\n- I don't have the time thank you. You can't read it, but it says time and money. Believe that that says time and money. Debra can you give me another blurb that came after that please?\r\n\r\n- I don't have the right computer.\r\n\r\n- I don't have the right computer. Could I have a show of hands here on how many people know that they can't be a writer because they can't spell? Could I have the non spellers and the non punctuators? Could we see a show of hands here? Okay yes I, as the fellow to my right this is why goddess invented spell check. Okay so one of the things that we find out by working with these blurts is the irrational nature of a block. Okay it's my belief system, A that we are all creative. I know this from very firsthand experience. I had a lady come to me before I was teaching a 12 week course and she was in her mid fifties and she came up to me at the end of the first class and said to me, Julia have you ever had anybody go crazy from doing this work? I looked at her and I thought, well there's always a first time and I said, if you are feeling shaky about this let's make this commitment. If you get too scared you'll go get a therapist and walk through this with additional support and she said, okay. So she began doing morning pages. She said to me that night before she left, I'm 55. I have always wanted to be a writer. I have always been terrified to write what happened was that in the third week of doing morning pages, she came to class with her first short story, which was about incest. And what had happened was that she had very correctly intuited that if she began writing things which she had blocked would move up for her. So she kept her end of the bargain, which is she went in and did therapeutic work, did incest recovery work. What happened from my perspective was that here was a 55 year old woman who had never been able to write and for the next two and a half years, it felt like occasionally every week I would open the mailbox on my little yellow coach house in Chicago and there would be another little note from Thelma. I won another playwriting contest. Since I'm also a playwright, I would say to my then partner she won another playwriting contest cause we're all spiritual midgets. Some of the times, some of us, a lot of the times and what was interesting to me about this story was that she had for five and a half decades, not trusted her creativity, not tapped her creativity told herself that she was too old used work which she was very good at but used work to take away her time so that she didn't have enough time to do her creativity and she told herself the kind of things that many of us do. We say things like, well, if I had enough time, I would write a novel. I would paint. If I had enough money, if someone gave me a million dollars I would go write a novel and it's very interesting to look at what this really means okay. This is America, right? When we talk about, if I had a million dollars the real fantasy there is if I were already respected because in this country we both deplore scorn and respect the rich, right? So if I had enough money to feel protected from public opinion, which translates, if I were just brave enough and just felt safe enough I'd let myself write a book, okay. Another thing that we believe is that in order to be an artist you have to take a small nuclear bomb and inserted in your life as it currently exists okay, and if you don't believe me just take a look at the reason I can't be, you did those little lists, the reason I can't be and on some of your lists it will be things like I can't be an actor. I'll have to move to Los Angeles immediately. I can't stay married and write this novel okay. What we do is set up a system of price tags that strike us as too expensive to pay. If you are straight and you work with this it'll tell you things like, well, okay but you have to be gay in order to do that. If you are a gay artist, one of the things that will come up as a fear is I am going to be struck straight. So what happens is it depends on what your area of vulnerability is but what you need to know is that the sensor who is the person who says this rapping stuff the sensor is essentially a schoolyard bully. Okay and what it boils down to is that the sensor will always attack you in terms of your own personal achilles heel. The first time that I did, I, Julia I'm a brilliant and prolific writer. I got back well, that means you're gay. I was straight that means no, man will ever love you. You'll be alone the rest of your life okay. Nobody will ever respect you for your work. I think was the third one that came up, but I'm looking at this and I'm thinking, what? This is irrational? Where did this come from? And you know, then I thought, well obviously it came from my mother, Dorothy. So who was a very creative and also a very blocked woman and a frightened woman who had a very hard time believing that you could move safely into your creativity and for her daughters she had a hard time believing you could move safely through life, unless you did have one of those wonderful guardian men around you keeping you safe. So I had really taken in my mother's belief system and a lot of us do that. I for better or for worse, I also took in her belief system that words were tremendously important. That poetry was worth writing. That it was important for every household to have at least one piano. So there were good things going on but what I would like you to do now on yet another tiny scrap of paper and is I'm just gonna take a look here. Oh my God, it's nine o'clock. How are you holding up? Do you need to stand up and wiggle your hands or anything yet? Right it's not excruciating yet? Well good because it's going to become halfway right now. Would you please write down the names of three creative monsters? And does anybody have any difficulty grasping what a creative monster might be? Yes, God bless you. Creative monsters are people who well, the shorthand for it would be that they are WB's wet blankets. Okay they are people who greet fledgling work with stiletto criticism that's unfair. They are people who wet blankets, your dreams. They are people who say, I wanna do one other thing. You can probably close your eyes and do this or we could all just leap that how many people in this room have ever been accused of plagiarizing? Could we have a show of hands? At least a third of us? It looks like maybe more. Okay one of the things that happens to gifted people is that when they turn in a piece of work this happens to you when you're seven years old and your teacher says, Richard this is a wonderful piece of work. Did someone help you with this? I mean, how many people have had at least that version of being accused, look at the hands on this. Okay do you know what that does? Do you know what we're talking about here is that the part of you that creates, and I mean how many people this, we should get every hand in the room how many people are sick of hearing about inner child? However, the part of you that creates is in fact, a very vulnerable, young festive part of you and in the same way that children can be very easily shamed your creative part can be very easily shamed. So what I want you to do is write down the names of three times that somebody really shamed you around your creativity, whether it was in drawing, in music, in writing, whether it was in drama whether it was in movement arts. Did I put in, did I say music? Yes. Right. All right. So in any of the arts just write down the names of three people. This should take us about two seconds. Okay underneath that, draw the line. And I'd like you to write down the names of three people who championed your creativity. For example, in my story, my best friend, when I was little thought I had a nice voice. Lynnie thought I had a good singing voice. I always remembered this it's 40 years later and I still remember Lynnie saying, you sing really good. So please put down three creative champions. Thank you now I want you to make clusters of four, right where you're seated and I want you to pick the worst of your monster stories and we're gonna take 10 minutes for this. Each of you tell one of your monster stories. So we have 10 minutes, please make clusters of four right where you are move your chair so you can do it. Please move your chairs into clusters of four. I wanna double check something. Is everyone able to see the woman who was signing? Is the sight line clear enough for you to be able to see her? Do we need her to be up higher? Okay, great. Okay I'm gonna read you something which are these are called the sacred circle rules. They're at the back of the artist's way and they are intended to combat some of the toxic notions that we've got among them. It's too crowded at the top and creativity requires that you be cutthroat. How many of you have ever found yourself thinking something along those lines, right? Ready, one creativity, flourishes in a place of safety and acceptance. Two creativity grows among friends and withers among enemies. One of the things that I think is particularly toxic is when we are involved in situations where beginning work is critiqued with that sort of stiletto, precision, that singles out the weak spots of the work without drawing forward the strengths of the work okay. So creativity grows on friends, withers among enemies. All creative ideas are children who deserve our protection okay that some of you may, why didn't you think of them as little brothers and sisters who deserve your protection but what we're talking about here is that if someone, if you are manifesting a piece of work if you're in the beginning stages on a piece of work you need to be exceedingly careful about who you show this work to. You need to be very careful. If you are a newly unblocked writer and you mail your morning pages to a friend of yours who is also a blocked writer, this is a true story. This is actually what happened to my partner, Mark Bryan. He blindly mailed off a set of his pages to a very good old friend who wrote back and said you're not Hemingway. Okay he didn't write again for three months. Another friend of mine who the book is dedicated to is a writer who sent his first novel off to an agent. It was one of those payer play agents who paid them a hundred dollars and they tell you what they think and this fellow wrote back and said I don't know how to fix this book half of it's great and half of it's not. My friend put the novel in a drawer and never showed it to anyone again. One of the things that happens to us with putting out work is that unless and until we are able to develop a strong enough inner core we become so easily discouraged. We have such a difficult time discerning what is accurate criticism and what is often misplaced envy that we tend to sabotage our work rather than get a second opinion. Okay most of us don't don't think, Oh, well that's just his opinion. We think I wanna kill you and then we think, no I really wanna kill myself for being vulnerable enough to show you the work for putting three years into this terrible piece of work, blah, blah, blah. Okay so when you are talking about recovering your creativity by which I mean, going back, brushing aside, working through excavating all of the wreckage that has for most of us been layered onto it by our creative monsters and simply by our life experience in this society, okay you have to recover the amount of ground. You have drifted away from your original creative self. And when you get back there and you start to do some work, you need to begin to construct and I'm this is why I'm happy to be talking out of school. Edwin whom the book is dedicated to went to Georgetown with me. Gerard who was another one of my beloved friends and someone to whom I safely show work also went to school with me. Creativity occurs in clusters. Okay success is born in clusters. One of our ideas about creativity is that artists are loners. Now we have got nothing to support this very accurately historically. I mean, take a look at the impressionists. What did they paint going to lunch with each other. And when we, when we talk about the Bloomsbury group they were hanging out with each other same thing is true about Paris. Okay Hemingway, Gertrude Stein these people formed creative clusters to jump ahead a little bit. We just had last week, two movies open age of innocence opened wide. And so did Deniro's first directed film. And this is a good example and an example that sort of close in for me. 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strength,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=15.84,20.6"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"your capabilities, your creativity,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=20.6,23.893"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"and who have a certain festive approach towards you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=24.73,29.73"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Because for many of us,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=30.8,32.41"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"we grew up in what I call growing up in the fun 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dangerous.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=38.12,43.12"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Where any message like I'm gonna write a short story","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=45.83,49.45"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"was greeted with I hope you don't 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it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=1333.48,1335.763"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/409","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And when you begin to train yourself to move on to the page,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=1336.78,1340.69"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/410","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"despite 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depth.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=1345.94,1348.263"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/413","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"It's late.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=1350.8,1351.633"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/414","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"So what I would like to 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coming.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=1359.53,1361.183"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/417","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I would do some questions if you want,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=1363.75,1365.85"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/418","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"but everybody who wants to go home to bed, please feel free.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=1365.85,1370.0"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/419","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"And then I'll do a 10 or 15 minutes of questions","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=1370.0,1374.32"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654/transcript/27427/annotation/420","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"from anybody who's got 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You need to start looking around for the people who reflect back to you your strength, your capabilities, your creativity, and who have a certain festive approach towards you. Because for many of us, we grew up in what I call growing up in the fun house. Okay, where any manifestation of self was dangerous. Where any message like I'm gonna write a short story was greeted with I hope you don't think you're gonna be able to write about us. Okay, don't tell the family secrets. For most of us, making a piece of art triggers an internalized taboo, that we are breaking the code of silence and we are telling family secrets. So, as you try to move into a trajectory of long term creative work, you need to find a set of believing mirrors, you need to find people who believe it is healthy, who believe it is interesting, who believe in your creativity, and in whom you believe. When you find such a group, and it's my opinion that we for example, are not met here tonight by accident. You may in fact, have people in the cluster that you have clustered with. When you meet these people, they will be extremely important to you. They will say things to you, like, I said that's one aged, let me read the book, it was a very good book. Okay, he had had it in a drawer for 15 years. Because what we do, when we are criticized in a shaming blanket way is we stop painting. We don't get up on the stage again. We let the piano lessons go. We give up singing in choir. We get made fun of in class, and we decide that we should probably change majors, okay. In other words, we are extremely vulnerable to taking in toxic criticism, and the best defense against this, is well, in a perfect world, we would all go, oh that's silly, right? But that's not how it works. I wanna talk about, another form of very damaging blocks that happens to kids, and that we grow up with. You may have grown up in a family where you were taught that anything you wanted to do was probably a bad plan and you should think about their version, or equally dangerous. You might have grown up in a family where they said, sweetheart, you are so gifted, you can be whatever you want. I mean, does that sound familiar to some of you? That's pretty dangerous stuff. What happens to the child who was told you are so gifted you can be whatever you want, is that when they find something difficult, they think, hey, they were lying, they were wrong, I can't see whatever I want, I fooled them, I'm an imposter. Okay. So you can get blocked either way, by being given the impression that creativity is shameful, or by being given the impression that creativity is a piece of cake and for you it should be simple not to worry about it and then you're wondering, why am I still terrified, okay! Having mentioned that Martin is in my circle, I'm gonna tell a story, which I don't think he would mind me telling. Last year, I put a novel up for sale, and I kept getting these rejection letters that said, this is the most terrific thriller we have read here in three years, and we're not publishing it. I had like 13 of these, like nobody said, I hate this book. They all said these kind of near miss, very crazy making things like if you think it source well, why don't you just buy the book. One day I went to the post office and I was opening my box and I had three of these. And it was I think about two minutes after my husband had moved out, it was like, you know, a great time. And So I came home with these letters and I called up Marty, and said, I get these letters, and it makes me feel like I'm a fool to even be writing and I know that's not true but I feel like I have wasted my life and I shouldn't be doing this and it's all a big joke and I don't know if I'm gonna be able to write anymore and I'm just terrified that it was what you might call a bad artists days they're like bad hair days, you know. And, I said, if you ever had one of those days, now, I don't know how many of you know that when he was making that movie, \"The Last Temptation of Christ,\" Paramount pulled the plug on the picture the day before he was supposed to start shooting it after four years of preparation. Can you imagine? And he lived through that and he shot the movie with independent funding. And from my perspective, that's a huge creative blow 'cause it's very public and just maybe even a heartbreak. So I said to him, how did you survive? And he said, \"You know, I had one of those days last week.\" And I'm telling you this story, because I think we have a belief system, that at a certain point in their career, artists get to this place where they know they're good. I mean, they know it every minute and they never have any doubt, and they never have any fear. And so if you can just get into that mood, and stay in that mood, and create out of that mood, then you'll be real creative, right? And the bad news is that Marty has bad artists space and by now you would think it would be like, hey, Marty, get it, you have some talents. But no, you never get to the point where you have this or at least, it has been my experience and I know a lot of people that the rest of us would say are real artists. What they have learned to do is move through their fears. what they have learned to do is as he said to me, sometimes you really just have to wallow in it for a day, you just have to let yourself be completely miserable, and despairing and then you go back to work. But when we pretend that we haven't been creatively injured, okay, you turn in a paper and it comes back with not a single mark on it, except it's grade and the grade lower than you thought and it's the best thing you ever wrote, that is a creative injury. And we tell ourselves, hey, I should be more grown up. That shouldn't bother me, okay, so they didn't like it. So when you receive a criticism, part of what you have to do is let yourself really, really mourn the criticism. Because what you will do with it otherwise is turn it into what I call creative scar tissue. And you will use that distorting fun house lens on yourself unless you have your little group of believing mirrors that you can drag your insult home to I got a letter this year, I did eventually get a really savage letter, which said something like Julia Cameron connect create a fictional world data, data, data. I mean, just like it was every rabid thing you would wanna have said about you as a writer all in one letter, and PS she used to be Martin Scorsese's ex wife. You know, it was like, oh, this is toxic. And, with things like that, you have to have people that you can share them with, or else they go in and they say things like, well, that's your claim to fame. I see I'm really rotten at this and I've been doing it for years. So, I'm bringing all this up so that we can now turn around and take a look at how it got that way. So I had warned her when she came up, she said, you speak fast, you speak slow, I didn't want you to miss it. Well, I speak in spirals, I don't know if it's slow or fast, but a point will be raised and hours later, we will return to it. So we are now hours later circling back to take a look at these ideas. Why are we scared to be creative? I wanna point out that we are for the most part raised in a Judeo-Christian culture where our dominant religious myth which most of us learned was the story of a man and a woman are having a nice day, and then they decide that they're going to pluck an apple from the tree of knowledge, and they do and all hell breaks loose, okay. That's the myths we grew up with. In case you need help with translating it means, Who Do You Think You Are? You uppity uppity person, trying to be bigger than your branches, right! So if that is our central myth around death, acts of daring and initiative. Let's take a little bit of a look at how this works with creativity. I would like to hear some words about God as you were raised to understand God, okay, just a few adjectives about what your childhood God was like. We're not saying are you listening that this is what you're like we're saying this is what we were told, okay! Could I here of in just a few descriptions of God, what are we--\r\n\r\n- Omnipotent\r\n\r\n- Alright God was omnipotent. Al right all powerful, all knowing, what else. I'm sorry!\r\n\r\n- Judgmental\r\n\r\n- Judgmental\r\n\r\n- Scary dead man hanging on the wall.\r\n\r\n- Scary\r\n\r\n- Loving\r\n\r\n- Did know much to have fun\r\n\r\n- No fun\r\n\r\n- Non existent.\r\n\r\n- Non existent.\r\n\r\n- Male.\r\n\r\n- A boy\r\n\r\n- Father.\r\n\r\n- What?\r\n\r\n- Father.\r\n\r\n- A father. What else?\r\n\r\n- Punishing.\r\n\r\n- Punishing All right, and then we got... I thought I heard loving over here somewhere. We also grew up with a belief system that God was bribable, right? Could be bribed say these nine and you can murder anyone you want. What else, played favorites, right? Most of our Bibles said God played favorites we heard that, right? What else?\r\n\r\n- Envy and judgemental.\r\n\r\n- Got judgemental what about angry?\r\n\r\n- Arbitrary\r\n\r\n- Arbitrary\r\n\r\n- Give God praise\r\n\r\n- Could be susceptible to flattery What else? Jealous. What else?\r\n\r\n- Offense.\r\n\r\n- What?\r\n\r\n- Offense.\r\n\r\n- Loving and kind.\r\n\r\n- Yeah, I get loving I get kind. But we have a lot of phrases that indicate the opposite to right.\r\n\r\n- Vengeful\r\n\r\n- Got vengeful, judgmental.\r\n\r\n- Changeable.\r\n\r\n- Changeable, so capricious, right.\r\n\r\n- Moving\r\n\r\n- Moving Okay, you guys close your eyes for a second, ready? Critics are omnipotent, all knowing judgemental, scary, changeable, no fun, play favorites, bribable, punishing, usually male, angry, arbitrary, susceptible to flattery and jealous. Okay! When we said about making a piece of art, one of the things that we do is project ourselves ahead out of the process into the product, okay! When we do that, we start to say I wonder how it's going to be received, right! Now, remember, we're already doing our spiritual setups to be able to make the art at all, if we came from any kind of shaming background. And when we project ahead, we think, well, somebody's gonna judge it, this is what we project, okay. Who's gonna judge it people who are just like this. So when we start talking about being creative, we need to start thinking about what kind God concept do I have. For people who grew up in a house where there was no belief in God, there was often a belief that anyone who did believe in God was gullible, foolish, that believers and by extension acts of faith and all creativity is an act of faith, right? That believers and acts of faith were foolish things to be or to do. So one of the things that we do when we start to work with how can I let myself be creative is that we need to start having what I call a spiritual experience, which is very different from a spiritual theory, okay. And I wanna quickly go over two tools, which are the basic tools in any creative recovery, there are, I think, 150 tools in \"The Artist's Way\" book, if you only use these two, you will begin to have a sort of sea change that will gradually allow you to miniaturize the voice of your sensor and turn up the volume on the voice of your inner artist. Now to my... I guess, at this point, somewhat considerable experience, there isn't an awful lot of difference between the still small voice that we think of as a spiritual contact, and that wonderful intuition or hunch that moves us into doing a certain piece of work. So let's talk about the two tools. They are get up in the morning and write three pages of what I call brain drain. They're called morning pages. And basically, they're bribes and occasionally, you know, it's like, I forgot to do the laundry, I didn't remember to call my sister back. God I hated when Janice is so mean. You know, they're just like that, there's no art about them. And you get up and do them first thing in the morning, because later in the day, your defenses are much more in place. First thing in the morning, I mean, I don't know how many of you have ever been involved with those horrible people known as lucks, right! They're the people who love the morning, they wake up, their morning pages sound like the Encyclopedia Britannica crisp, you know. For most, the object is to catch yourself as close to sleep as you can, and you do these every day. Once a week, you take yourself out on something called an artist date. Artists dates are absolutely pivotal and they're very difficult to let yourself do. It's taking a small block of time an hour or maybe two and saying I'm doing something all by myself that strikes me as fun. If we were all working together here and I was gonna sing every 12 weeks, we would get on the groove by next week, couple two weeks in we would all be nailing mourning pages seven out of seven. It would take us six weeks to get most of us up to speed to get the whole room up to speed on artist dates. When you do your morning pages, you're kind of notifying the universe, this is what I like in my life, this is what I don't like in my life, and this is what I think might be sort of fun. When you do your artists date, the universe is notifying you. You begin to have little intuitions about, you know, I could do this, I could do that, maybe I should do this, and a phenomenon starts to happen, called synchronicity. Very rapidly, within even two weeks of working with morning pages, you will find yourself more and more often, laying your hand on what you need. Being in the right place at the right time, hearing something that you begin to think this is a little weird, I just said, I wanted some adult filmmaking course, I go over to this guy's house for dinner, his roommate teaches it to have not better do that, okay! So doors will start to open and then you'll get to watch your resistance in motion. So having told you those two tools, you can now go home, because those are basically the ones that will begin to make a huge difference. The rest of the tools in the book allow you to have a sort of guided walk through. Because what you are doing when you do a creative recovery, is learning to live more comfortably in the area of life, which in our society is hardly discouraged. You know, it's living... It will feel like living without a net, but in fact, it's learning to live another way to put it would be within a web, okay! You're learning to trust that if you make a decision to do something, the means to do it will arrive. We tend to do it backwards, we say, I'm not sure how to do this or where I'll get the money so I won't do it. And when you begin to train yourself to move on to the page, despite objections, you learn to take larger and larger risks. I think I have lectured you guys to depth. It's late. So what I would like to do is, thank you for coming. I would do some questions if you want, but everybody who wants to go home to bed, please feel free. And then I'll do a 10 or 15 minutes of questions from anybody who's got questions, and thank you, you know, you guys were real good audience too.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1150/collection_resources/42982/file/115654#t=0.0,1397.952"}]}]}]}