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OK, thank you for being here with us.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=4.37,7.78"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"I'm gonna start by reading a preamble and then","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=7.81,10.15"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"we're going to get right into the questioning. 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What of a Pandemic Oral","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=19.17,21.51"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"History Project Days, July 13th, then twenty. I'm","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=21.51,24.9"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"interviewing Julianna Camacho from Ames, Iowa.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=24.9,27.03"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Please know, Joanne, that this interview will be","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=27.39,29.01"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"placed in the Iowa State University Library and","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=29.01,31.56"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"shared with Voices Oral History Center at the","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=31.56,33.63"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"University of Texas at Austin. If there's anything","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=33.63,36.96"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"you do not wish to answer to talk about, I will","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=36.96,38.63"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"honor your wishes. 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How do you feel","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=1674.28,1678.87"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/459","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"politics affected her campaign had it been handled","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=1679.23,1681.45"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/460","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"or if you have an opinion on that? 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That's OK, so we we're","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=1690.01,1694.22"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/462","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"pretty much touched on everything that I wanted to","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=1694.23,1695.97"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/463","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"talk to you about. Is there anything else you","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=1695.97,1699.36"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/464","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"would like to share with me about your experience","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=1699.36,1701.04"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/465","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"of covid-19? I haven't asked you about.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=1701.04,1702.63"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/466","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Hmm. Not really. I think. This is the first time,","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=1705.17,1710.17"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/467","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"really that I'm talking.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=1712.12,1714.9"},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/468","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Oh, no.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861#t=1717.28,1717.94"}]},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["English [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35718/annotation/469","type":"Annotation","motivation":"subtitling","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/035/718/original/Camacho_Joanne.vtt?1646134734","format":"text/vtt","language":"en"},"target":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/035/718/original/Camacho_Joanne.vtt?1646134734"}]},{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35719","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["Text [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/1893/collection_resources/68514/file/153861/transcript/35719/annotation/470","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"- How did you and how are you doing today? I am doing well. OK, thank you for being here with us. I'm gonna start by reading a preamble and then we're going to get right into the questioning. OK. OK, OK, this is Iris Martinez, an interviewer for the Iowa State University Special Collections and university archives. What of a Pandemic Oral History Project Days, July 13th, then twenty. I'm interviewing Julianna Camacho from Ames, Iowa. Please know, Joanne, that this interview will be placed in the Iowa State University Library and shared with Voices Oral History Center at the University of Texas at Austin. If there's anything you do not wish to answer to talk about, I will honor your wishes. If there's something you want to talk about, please bring it up and we'll talk about it. So because we are not conducting this interview in person, I need to consent to record your consenting. So I'll ask you a series of five questions. Please say yes, I agree or no, I do not agree after each one. There are two questions we need to make sure you agree to before we go on Boss's wishes to archive your interview, along with any other photographs and other documentation of the Parks Library. I will say university. We will retain copyright of the interview and any other materials you donate to voices. So question number one is, do you give WASIS consent to archive your interview and your materials at the Parks Library? Yes. OK, do you Grant wasis copyright over the interview in any materials you provide? Yes. OK, do you agree to allow us to post this interview on the Internet where it may be viewed by people around the world? Yes, OK, we have many questions, we have filled out the preinterview form that we have already filled out. We use that information from the preinterview form to help and research. The entire form is kept in a secure server. Before we said it is the parks library, we would have stripped out any contact information for yourself or your family members. So that would not be a part of your public file. Your public file will only be accessible at the public library. So question number four is, do you wish for us to share the rest of your interview in your public file available to researchers at the Parks Library? Sure. Question number five on occasion, Wasis receives requests from journalists who wish to contact our interviewees subjects, we only deal with legitimate news outlets. Do you give consent for us to share your phone number or e-mail with journalists? Yes. OK, OK. And so we're just going to jump right into the questions, let's start off by you telling me a little bit about your corporate experience. A little bit, we went through quite some. Card. Rhymes with covid when I first learned about it, it would have been around before Thanksgiving and before Thanksgiving, I. Oh, twenty, eighteen, actually, no, wait, twenty nineteen, OK. November. Before Thanksgiving and one of my daughters had been she was only. Maybe three and a half of the time got really sick with. I don't know what it was I thought she was copying, lost her voice feverish, and I took her into Ames Hospital here, which would have been McFarlin Hospital and in the E.R.. I don't know. I thought maybe it was like something because when I saw it and maybe, you know, blue or cold or something, and it was rapidly increasing. Quickly, it was like within the hours she started showing symptoms and then within a few more hours, it was like I felt that she was just getting too sick, too fast. And that's why we ended up going to the hospital and they tested her. And they had told me that they thought that maybe she had some. Sign of diabetes. And according to they're trying to figure out what was going on with her, why she was so sick so fast, so then they told us that. At the end, do not worry that it wasn't diabetes that it was called. Corona virus or Corona, something head head is what they kept saying, I like had like something like upper respiratory. OK, so then at the time. They all, they say, is just to keep her hydrated and. You know, they gave me instructions on what to do at home, but that was really it, they didn't give me nothing else. Then later I got sick, really, really sick. And I went to the hospital with the high, high fever. I don't usually go to the hospital for high fever. I knew something was really, really wrong. And so I went to the hospital and I said, maybe. I don't know what I expected of the hospital, but then what they told me is that I probably had flu like symptoms. They didn't test me, they just told me flu like symptoms. And I. Accepted it, and I need some time off of work, I need you to write me something because I can't go to work like this. You don't want me in the office. That would have been again. A little bit a few days after Thanksgiving, and then another daughter of mine got really sick, actually the day of Thanksgiving, we were celebrating Thanksgiving and she was on the couch lying just really sick. I don't remember it was actually Thanksgiving or. Christmas, but you get you get you get where I'm coming from again around the holidays and early even said anything. Yeah. So early before we heard anything about covid Tom. March again. I came out with a really with the high fever, you know, out of the blue and I'm like, what's going to like, again, the flu and the same symptoms. But this time I had lost my taste and smell and I did not you know, I just thought that's what it is to get sick. And I went to the hospital again and they did test me and they told me I had influenza A or influenza A, and then days later I was still trying to recover. I asked them for another excuse for work and they gave me the excuse. But then I went back to work and I was still very sick. I was still very sick and they. March 18th is when the news came out that there was something out there that was called covid-19 and they explained the symptoms and to me, I thought that that's what I had probably even had. Yeah. Back in November with things and during the time of Thanksgiving, because I got so sick and then March again going back to March, I'm sick again. So they said the symptoms you can have the flu. Twice in a season, and I said, OK, well, that was my OK, I accepted it, but then they come up with that there was covid. I'm like, that's what I had exactly. All those symptoms that they were saying is what I had. But they didn't know much about it. I guess at the hospital so early, I lost my I lost my job due to it because I felt that I was being looked at like I had an illness that I had to do with that covid-19 that was being talked about on the Internet or on the news. And so I went I was laid off, actually. I was fired and then laid off to work. I was laid off and then they fired me. So I had to go and start investigating what I was going to do because everything was shutting down. There was no jobs, there was nothing I had to pay rent. I didn't know what the plan was for the rest of the next couple of months with no no job knowing that I was. Looked at like in a prejudiced way, like, OK, first she's minority. Second, she's sick, she's coughing. She's in the office coughing over and over. It was it was I was trying to recover from first from when I had it in November. I was not recovered yet. And I had it in March. Again, where they give you any leniency, like like, you know, go home. Yeah, they would tell me to go home because I could tell they wanted me to go home, but they were not giving me any leniency. They were talking about dismissing me like they weren't paying you for those messages or anything. They had they had said they were going to pay me. Yeah. But this was like all verbal this was not like a like a note or something. No. So I wanted to trust, but I didn't trust. I said, OK, I'm going to trust you. I go home later. They're like, you got to turn in your time sheet. I was supposed to turn my time sheet. And when this was like a. Actual paper wasn't digital, nothing was I was signing them online or anything, it was I had to have a form filled out. I'm like, do you want me to drop it off? No, no, don't do that because, you know, you're sick. And and the virus and everything, they were being overly protective of themselves against me. Yeah. So then a few days later, I, I think I fell into some type of mental breakdown. And I really do feel that it had to do with covid because it wasn't normal I. I wish I could maybe talk about it, but I don't want to, I guess. Because I mean, like the details are rough for me to talk about, but I am going to tell you that during that time that I was really sick with the high fever, I was I felt like I was hallucinating. At one point, I felt that I. I can't say that I started kind of roaming the streets. With my children feeling like we were not safe and I got on the bus, take them with me. We were sick. I was really, really sick. And I just didn't know what had happened, like why I was reacting this way, but I knew that something was not right and I don't feel that I had a lot of understanding or help, really, because I have a lot of family here in Ames. You were a single mother, right? Single parent, yes, and names, and it became law that same day where I started kind of just roaming the streets. I don't know what you can call that. If it was a. Mental breakdown, and I could not think well, but I got on the bus, finally made it back home somehow with the assistance of the bus drivers. And I have one of my daughters, I called her and I told her, I need your dad to come pick me up from Des Moines, Ulos and Grimes, the one Grimes. And I said, I need help. I don't know what's going on, why I'm feeling this way. I was not hallucinating, but my time was over. Something, I guess, because it wasn't normal, I would never do stuff like that, you know, and so she did send her dad to go pick me up. I'm sorry I didn't make it home. I actually make it to a Dunkin Donuts and he picks us up. It was freezing cold outside and he drove us home. Dropped us off. And from there, I mean, I had to I had to go back in home and my to my home and I didn't want to for some reason, but I felt like it was infected in some way. It was all these mental things that I could not grasp to understand why I was thinking this way. But I get back home and I start kind of feeling safer again. And the kids started feeling safe. They were going through this with me, they didn't understand what was going on. Also, they weren't very, but they were 100 percent healthy. They were going through the beginning of the illness or the flu or the coronavirus or whatever it was. So, you know, I settled down at home and starting started to feel more more safe and I continued to. You know, just trying to recover from what we were going through. I have a job, I had no money at that time. We had nothing. And my I guess my strength was my kids. They're the ones who were keeping me going. And then, yeah, I mean, we recovered, but it did take quite some time, it took like eight weeks, eight long weeks of just being not just sick for eight weeks, but the first two weeks we were sick and then. I had to try to take care of them when I was getting better and they were really sick also with the flu and. I've lost my job and I have to start investigating how we were going to get unemployment or some type of assistance, how I was going to pay the rent, the apartment complex where I used to live and work for, they just. Started looking at me like I had probably lost my mind, or maybe crazy, which now I understand that those were some type of symptoms that had to do with covid and the flu or when you even have the flu. So to me. For a long time, I felt that they did look at me like I was going crazy, but now I understand that I wasn't it was just part of the illness. Yeah, everybody. I went, yeah, it does, I guess because. Yeah, it does. And six months later, I applied to that unemployment rate within that six months after we were ill and I lost my job, I applied for the unemployment. I fell into the category of being able to receive unemployment and the same type of act. I don't know what they call it, but that was nice. But then the company who I worked for bought it, try to fight it, and they left me with no income until they could that I could prove and the court could decide that they were going to continue to pay me unemployment. And so that was a long three months with no money and no food again. And it was just mentally exhausting. Of course, I felt that I was. Just very. I don't know I don't know what to think. Of that time and my I had lost hope. And when finally everything kicked in, where unemployment was accepted again and I, I won the court hearing, then that money started coming in and I kind of feel that that money helped. Mainly with depression, so most of the money was spent not the right way. It was very. Not well spent, that's all I can say, because of the depression that I had been going through, I guess my depression had snuck up on me one hundred times more than what I usually deal with on a daily basis. And medicated are. So how did you like this shutdown's impact, you and your children or your family members that maybe don't live near you? I had no contact with nobody. My mother had left to Florida for some reason at that time, so I had nobody really I had one daughter that would come around and she would come and kind of give me strength by telling me that's going to be OK. She'd check up on me and then she would leave. And the way it impacted us is I was so afraid, I was just full of fear to go to a store and I would go in there and I would act like a crazy person. I feel like I look back and I remember saying. I am acting like a crazy person. I'm running in and running out and I'm grabbing things and I'm running like I, I felt not not well mentally and it affected us because. The money that was coming in through unemployment was a good amount of money that was coming in. And so since I was so much full of fear, instead of going to the grocery stores to buy food for me to put the children at home. I would order food through door dash or through, you know, just show up and pick it up, order it beforehand and then pick it up and. I did the math and I we I think I spent in less than six months, six thousand dollars on food. Just to be delivered, and that's a lot of money, I feel them less than six months to spend for food just to get by on a daily basis and. It affected us more, I think, because I would tell the kids that get up and go, we get in the car and we would drive around town or we would drive all the way to Des Moines and then drive back to Ames with no reason. It was just a drive. Maybe to just feel normal. I could see that pretend to pretend that we were going to go do something maybe, but really we couldn't because there was nothing open. There's no family to go be able to see. It was. A pretend kind of thing, you know, which is you don't pretend to do things unless you're in survival mode. I think that's where I was trying to survive. I trying to keep things normal for the kids. And when maybe at the end I felt that I was my kids might be looking at me like I was crazy. Or if somebody knew this, they would think I'm crazy. It sounds like you did your best, though, in such crazy circumcisions that this world has never. Seem at least in our history in time. Yeah, I think I did do my best. We survived it was what? That's what I was doing. I was surviving. I was doing things for them. Do you feel it is the right now? Do you feel like you came out stronger from the coconut that like things are being lifted, restrictions are being lifted and all that? Oh, yeah, very strong. But then also having to. Keep that memory. Back behind me, it's hard just talking about it. It's hard for me, of course. I want to I think we went through a lot. Me and my kids, that it makes me feel like I took that memory back there and went if it comes to have to try to pop out, it's going to make me. Remember things that I don't want to remember. And talking about it, it makes me feel OK, but I don't. I don't like it. I just don't like remembering and. I can I guess because I was I felt alone, felt very alone, yeah, even though I had my kids, I felt very alone and that's not a good feeling. That was the theme for sure during the pandemic. Like isolation was a huge thing during the lockdown thing. And mentally, I have, you know, some. You know, I suffer from depression, I suffer from some other things, and so having to go through that when you have those. Illnesses or diseases, you? It's very hard. It's really hard know it is so. How did you feel about all the restrictions besides the lockdown? Like about wearing masks and everything? Were you OK with our how do you feel about how did you feel about that? I didn't like the whole mass thing, I still don't like it. I suffer from asthma. And so it's really or I don't know what it is, I get very anxious. So it even makes it even harder. I'm so happy to have that on my face, makes me more anxious. So it's causing more anxiety problems. Having to accept it is. Not something that I only do it just because it's. Forced, but I don't like it, I never accepted it, I put it on my face just because we had to. And you work in the health care department, right? So you guys are still wearing masks every day. We're still wearing masks every day. Yeah. And that makes me think that my anxiety. I don't like to show that I have Enzyte. First, second, I am treating my anxiety, but then for it to still be, I feel that it shows I don't like people to know that I have a. Anxious behavior, I don't like it. And so having to have that mask on me immediately, I swear I could say hi, my name is Anxiety instead of coming to our clinic, you know, I can help you. And so I said, you know, I don't like to be. I don't like to show. I hate those kind of things very well, and I and I do a really good job when I don't have things like that making me feel insecure. So the message is like you hear different answers to the masks for sure. So that's that's a new answer I heard. So how do you what concerns or questions about health care emerged as a result of covid for you and your family? Tell me that again, what kind of health care questions emerged during covid like new health care questions or concerns that you have? Not really nothing, because it just to me reminds me of like the flu, which is the stronger version of it. So I I'm afraid I already know, except that mental part, that mental state, that that one, I didn't I've never really asked. I have not been treated yet. I know. Maybe go to therapy to try to find out. Or to maybe like. Help me understand. Why, I felt like I was going crazy. It's still a question I have, but I haven't asked. I haven't been truthful and I haven't reached out to anybody about it. Just something I keep saying later. I'll deal with it later. I want to know a provisional answer to why I felt the way that I was feeling. Yeah. So did it change? Anyway, the you guys were actually accessing health care. Yeah, we lost art therapy at that time. We had just started therapy and my kids, I had them start also therapy and covid hit. We lost therapy services. Psychiatric help, medication, even my medication for depression. I just felt like I couldn't call anybody, it couldn't reach out to anybody to get my medication or, you know, we were on the route to trying to help the kids heal from their anxiety and things that were happening in our life way before covid. And all that stopped. Everything stopped. So I remember I had older pills that were probably expired in my medicine cabinet and I started reaching out for those that maybe one point not taken, but I just tend not to throw away pills. So I started reaching out for that. Medically, we were all suffering and I really feel that it was chronic depression. I really do feel this chronic mood swings from one of my children. And another one that was going through a lot of depression also because of covid. So how did but I didn't have anybody to reach out to. Yeah, because everything dealt with it by ourselves. We. Suffered for. So how did the kids take, like the school change, changing changes? They were OK with it. Of course, kids, you know, they don't care if they go to school. Sometimes they think or or they do. So mine were like more of a. Well, thank goodness there's no school. But the change dramatically showed in their grades and these last and last year, they I don't know what happened, why they they went from regular maybe grades to like straight F's. It's been an impact. I know it has to do with. Of course, yeah. So how did you feel about getting the vaccines? I was OK with it. I got my vaccines. I haven't had the kids had the vaccines. I think as long as I'm protected, then I'm the breadwinner, so if I'm protected, then. It's just it's been hard to get them vaccinated right now because I live in Ames, work in Des Moines, so time hasn't really I haven't had time. That's all I can say with that. But they are not vaccinated. I am. And to me, it's like I just accepted to get the vaccine. I have nothing against it. I really am not educated on it. So I just kind of go with the flow when it comes to stuff like that. Yeah. So let's talk about some politics. How do you feel politics affected her campaign had it been handled or if you have an opinion on that? And. I'm opinion on it, OK? That's OK, so we we're pretty much touched on everything that I wanted to talk to you about. Is there anything else you would like to share with me about your experience of covid-19? I haven't asked you about. Hmm. Not really. I think. This is the first time, really that I'm talking. 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