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was Can someone hold this? That's presenting a problem. Thank you very much. It gives me great pleasure. And it's truly an honor to introduce our closing speaker, Ms. Julie Genack, who's going to talk on an issue that gives us all sleepless nights from time to time. And that is taking risks in our lives. Those of us who live in Iowa are greeted by Julie each morning from her feature column in the Des Moines Register in which she describes, 'The Wonders of The City of Des Moines' and the human side of its institutions. Though Ms.Ganeck has been writing for the Register for six years, her life has had a slightly non-traditional bent to it. After two years at good-old Simpson College. Do we have any representatives from Simpson? Great. She stopped out and headed East to Washington, DC, where she devoted her personal energy to the national campaign at the time to end the war in Vietnam. And also to the political campaigns of candidates whom she admired. Tired of the DC rat race, She returned to Iowa, and spent a number of years taking courses. Actually, she completed some courses at American university and continued to work on her baccalaureate Degree in Political Science there, at Simpson college. Since then Julie Ganeck has published numerous editorial pieces in newsletters, including Ms. Magazine. And was employed as a Talk Show Host and a writer and WHO radio station in De Moines where she became known widely, and recognized for her deep concern for the plight of women and their issues. She regularly featured women on her talk show and engaged them in serious discussions about issues of concern to them. Following her radio days, she went to the Register seeking work. She was told at the time there was non. Undaunted, she composed three articles and sent them directly to the editor of the paper. And as they say, the rest is history. It is my privilege now to present Ms. Julie Gameck, a friend, a close friend of adult students whose presentation this morning is called risking. Julie.\r\n\r\n- Dee, I didn't know that was on the record. When I talked to you last week I am surprised I'm hearing all this stuff about. I'm gonna have to rewrite my whole speech That was the story of my life in a nut shell. Not really. There's a lot more. One thing I do know something about is taking risks. I've done quite a bit of that. It's been fun for me to contemplate that whole concept of risk-taking in preparation to come to be with you this morning. There are lots of reasons why people don't take risks. It's fear is a big one. We were chatting this week with some of the some of your colleagues in the adult student ranks about the fears that students have when they come to return to school. Norma here was kind enough to share the fact that she was terrified and the Memorial Union parking lot. And rather than figuring out how the ramps worked she walked to school a mile every day rather than learn how to tackle that parking lot. And Norma didn't realize that the time that was going to be in black and white last week in the Dwayne Register. But what happens when we're open and vulnerable and honest is that it allows other people to be open vulnerable and honest. And I think Norma got a whole lot of stories just like that from many people as a result of that being in the paper. But we oftentimes don't take risks because we're afraid of what it's going to look like, know how is it gonna look if I'm lost in the parking lot of the Memorial Union. But the secret is nobody really cares. You may think that everybody in the world has all their eyes on your car as it's going around and around and around. But they've got their own stuff going on in there inside their head about where they're going, you're thinking of them, as they're going around and around in the same parking lot. We go through life with a circle around us. We're in tuned in this circle and the walls are those circles built up through years of experience. A lot of these experiences take place in our youth. Maybe there're a birthday party that a friend had that you weren't invited to? Or the test that you took that you've studied for, and you got a C, when you'd really given it your all. And we'd build this layer around ourselves. Conversations that tell us where we're not liked. We're dumb. We're not enough. We don't measure up. There are other things that contribute to this building of the wall. Maybe a parent leaves, either leaves the family or dies. A lover who pledges their undying devotion. One Friday night is out with somebody else. The next week, all these things contribute to building this wall around us that keeps us safe and keeps us from risking. One more time, keeps us from experiencing the pain. One more time. Some people who, for whatever reason they don't have the same cultural experiences growing up. They don't have the same economic advantages going up as the person in the seat next to them, decides that for some reason they aren't as smart as the person who happened to go to Europe. And the Grand Canyon in Florida when they were seven, eight, nine, 10 years old. And because you may not have had that experience you don't feel like you're as smart or as worldly. You don't remember the capital of Florida because you weren't there or whatever. So all these kinds of things can build up and create this this tomb that we go around in. For some people it's sexual abuse at an early age, for some people it's near death experience, whatever. All these things can contribute to building this wall that keep us from risking. To the extreme, some people don't travel, some people don't take the risk of getting involved in any kind of other relationships. Some people avoid sexuality. Some people avoid getting a better job. Some people avoid getting a job. There're lots of ways that people do that, avoid that is, avoid living watching, television, eating, drinking, whatever. I suspect if we took a few moments, we could think of dozens of ways that people avoid taking risks and avoid living. I would imagine that most of you in this room took a huge risk and stepped out of that circle to go back to school. And something you already know about is evidenced by the fact that you're here. I look at you and see people in their thirties, forties, fifties possibly sixties. And no doubt it took a tremendous amount of jumping through those layers of walls that have been built up over the years to get yourself sitting in this seat today. And I really acknowledge and admire you for doing that. When I came to campus last week and met with three non-traditional students, I really got excited about the idea of taking some courses again. I really did, and I thought. And I thank you because for me, that'd be a risk. I said, Oh God, no, no, no math. There won't be math. See I have this story going on. Blaming, blaming. How many of us blame something or someone or some circumstance for where we are today and why we won't take the risk. That's a biggie blaming, fear. I gave a talk in Mason City a couple of years ago and a woman came up to me afterwards and said, Julie, did you drive here all by yourself? And I looked at her and I said, well, yes, I did. And she said, are you driving home tonight? It was like eight o'clock at night. But I thought about that. It's real easy to get in judgment about where somebody's coming from on something like that. But the fact of the matter is this is a real statement about risk-taking. This woman had the skills to drive. She drove to the grocery store every day. She drove to church. She drove wherever she needed to go within her world. So she had the skills but because of conditioning, her husband always drove, When they went out of town. She'd always given up that responsibility to someone else. Never assumed it herself. It hadn't dawned on her, that she had skills that she could do that. But fear kept her back. What a restrictive circle that must've been? She probably had various conversations like, what if I got a flat tire? What if I got lost? What if it rained? All of these kinds of conversations that we can do to ourselves that hold us back. We could think of 101 reasons why not to drive to Mason City perhaps right now. Motivated by fear. So she was resigned to living in this very restricted world, she didn't bother. She really hadn't thought that that was any big deal. And we may laugh at this example, but there's something like that in each and every one of us, there really is. So let's take a look at that. What is the worst thing that could happen? So she got a flat tire. Well, a she'd either have to figure out how to use the jack and do all that sort of thing. Or she more likely to get assistance somehow on that flag somebody down, go to the nearest service station. So what if it rains? It probably rained whenever she, periodically go to the grocery store, whatever she handled she'd either drive more slowly, more cautiously but she'd handle the rain or the snow. What if she got lost? How lost can you be? You can get real lost. True, you can get really lost. But not for very long. You're gonna stumble into a gas station or a human being at some point in Iowa. As a matter of fact I don't think anybody's been lost in seeing the Moines yet? But maybe. I'd like you to be thinking here, as I've chatted about that, perhaps an example of something in your own life that is like this woman who's never driven outside of Mason City. Maybe it's computers? What's out there for you. I'm sure it's something. For me this year, it was skiing. I thought, I'm talking about risks. We're taking risks somewhat regularly and I've been scared to death to learn to ski. I'm gonna do that this year. I did it, I did it. And I'll tell ya. I fell down an awful lot. And I had my HMO health card in my pocket at all times. But I didn't need it. I might have, but I didn't need it. And I would have probably survived. I don't know, very many people die on the slopes. You may break an arm or break a leg. I didn't even do that. I would get up just enough speed if I lost control. I just thought. So think if you would about an example of something that you would like to get over, would like to tackle this year, this week, today. When I was in my twenties, I was in a very tight little circle. Lots of conversations about not being enough not being enough not being thin enough not being smart enough, not being. And of course, when you're young you think you're the only ones having these conversations but then you go through group consciousness raising and discover that everyone had the same fears. But when I was in my twenties I had this terrible fear of public speaking. It was so terrifying that I told my folks that I rather flunk biology than give an oral report. And I was serious. I did not want to get up and give an oral report in biology. I would rather die while my folks didn't buy that. And I ended up having to give the oral report. But that's how I felt about public speaking for a long time. And of course, when we have these fears, we can just avoid getting ourselves in situations where we're confronted with these things. And I did a pretty good job of that. But when I was, I think 22, 23, I'd become very active in the County Mental Health Association. And the reason I was personally interested in that issue was because when I was 21, I'd had a nervous breakdown. Was a result of the impending death in by cancer both my father and my best friend who am brought up with. And so I'd been hospitalized with a nervous breakdown. and I was a result of that hospitalization. I became a pretty strong advocate of patients' rights, but talk is real cheap. Going to meetings is nice and can accomplish something. But there came a point when there was a move to open a halfway house for mental health patients in a nice upper middle-class neighborhood in De Moines. And the neighbors were terrified that their property values would go down. And there was quite a fight, within the Planning and Zoning Commission and part of why people are afraid of mental health, Is we're afraid of everything, It's the fear of the unknown? They've not known anyone who had admitted being treated for psychiatric care. I think that's changed some, I hope so since the 1970s, but at the time it was a big stigma. And then the only people that folks had in mind as having mental health problems with drooling, or whatever they thought they were gonna be violent and irrational. There was a meeting to discuss the zoning change. And I decided that I should speak on behalf of those who might be in need of the services. Everyone I was close to advise me not to do it. My mother was worried, my employer was concerned. Everyone I was close to said, think about it. What are people going to think? That's another big thing that holds us back from taking action. And you can hardly blame them. They had my own best interests at heart and they cared about me. But I took the risk. And I look back on all the risks that I've taken in my life, And I consider this one of the most significant because even though I was terrified of public speaking I got up there and was authentic and real. The head of the Planning and Zoning Commission was a friend of the family. You should have seen her move. Neighbors of the mental health halfway house were also people that I'd known and known of me, known of the family, And it changed their minds. There were two people that came up to me that lived on that street afterwards and said, Julie, we were wrong. Thank you for coming tonight. And today Westminster House is established and the residents, neighbors have a pretty good relationship. And I'm really glad I took that risk. The other fear, big time fear I had, was writing like no kidding. I had this phobia about writing. And the reason was, my father was a very well known columnist and war correspondent for the Moines Register, And everywhere I went when I was going to school, people would say, now are you gonna be a writer when you grow up? And I felt very intimidated very still conscious about writing. As a matter of fact, by the time I was a junior in college, the only time I would write anything or take a test was with the aid and assistance of diet pills that the family physician had prescribed for me. And this was a time before we had the information that we have today about amphetamines and all these other drugs. I figured, well if the family physician's gonna prescribe it for me it can't be bad. And it gave me that self-confidence boost to do that sort of thing. I got out of that stuff. But I still had the fear of writing and I'd been active in politics and had worked in a Congressional Office in Washington and been very active in fundraising for campaigns and had set up my own political consulting business. And it was at that time, I thought, it's time to tackle this writing phobia. I launched a political newsletter sold on a subscription basis, statewide. That was nuts. I was committed to cranking something out once a month while at work. The newsletter was called \"The Political Junkie\" and it actually made some money and people kind of liked it. And that's how I tackled that. I'm not sure I'd do that exactly the same way again if I had it to do over again. But it certainly was an example of taking a risk and conquering the things that feared me most. During the same period, When I had this political consulting business I developed a close friendship with a woman who had been a Talk Show Host on WHO radio by the name of Susan Bray. She was very supportive, very empowering of me. And also during this period of time a friend of mine asked me if I'd be willing to do a weekly cable television show on Heritage Cable Vision. I still have this public speaking thing there, but I thought, this is a good opportunity. And every time that little red light would come on and the camera I'd tell myself don't worry, nobody's watching. And that works, it really did. Through my friendship, with my predecessor at WHO, I worked with her in her thought process about leaving I wasn't leaving the station and she looked at me one day and she said, you know you ought to audition for the job, you can leave. And I said, you are out of your mind. And then I thought, well, why not? What's the worst thing that could happen. And so indeed I did audition for the job and I'll never forget the day I walked into this radio studio. Can you imagine here's a microphone hanging down? I have no experience whatsoever. All these buttons are there. And they gave me a brief explanation about what to do. Like if somebody swears and I'm on my own and it was the most terrifying feeling that didn't go away for about six months. Every day, I would wake up at four o'clock in the morning and have to read every single word of the Register because somebody might bring something up and I'd have to know exactly what they were talking about. And of course I didn't. The ratings plummeted. Oh, I forgot to tell you when I did the television show you know what you think, what's the worst thing that can happen? The worst thing that could possibly happen when I did the television show happened I have the Republican State Chair to my left the Democratic State Chair to my right and we're doing a calling thing. And the call comes over the studio and I can't quite make out what the person says. And so I asked him to repeat it and it turns out it was an obscene phone call. The Republican Chair said, I'll defer that one to my colleague. But anyway, I didn't die. The ratings however, did go down on that talk show. The first six months I was with WHO my predecessor had been an outrageous, abrasive fun woman. And here comes this sort of timid kind of kid next door who wanted to understand where everybody was coming from. And before long, I got more confident and more comfortable and was able to not try to be who my predecessor was but felt more and more comfortable and confident with my approach. And it worked. I had a fairly successful career at WHO for three years. After three years, they changed the management at the station. And I knew that I probably wasn't gonna get along with this guy. The third day he was in the job because remember the invasion of Grenada. I was in my office about 20 minutes before we were going on the air, And at this point, no one knew anything about the reasons behind the invasion or anything like that. And I was just in a basic information gathering mode trying to get speakers from the Iowa congressional delegation to come on and talk about it and how this sort of thing. And the station manager came in and said, we were gonna back the President on this one. It was the first time that I'd had a manager come in and try and dictate how the show was going to go. It wasn't too long after that he called me into his office and said, we're gonna make some changes here at the station. Rather than have you do the three hour show in the morning, here's an example of what we'd like you to do. And there was a picture of a smiling woman with a station in New York. And since she did consumer affairs and household hints. It didn't work. I really felt I can reason with this guy. And if he'd just come over to my house you'd know I shouldn't be doing household hints. One of my favorite household hints was to always keep a dirty dusty plate on the top of the paper plate so that, you don't have to get one at the top on dirty every time just keep this well anyway. I quit and then I was in this wonderful period of unemployment, Oh my God, I'm a horrible, terrible person. No one's ever gonna hire me. And I suspect everyone in this room has been in that phase at one time or another. And it just seems endless and it goes on and on and on and on. And then you finally get a job and you think, why didn't I take advantage of those four months of not doing anything? But during that time, I decided the only place I really wanted to work was at the Register. And I called the managing editor and he laughed. He said he had lunch with me anyway, but after all they just merged the Tribune with the Register a year ago and laid off all these people. And they were hardly in a position to hire anybody but let's have lunch anyway. So we had lunch and still at the end of the lunch, it was the same conversation. I went back and wrote out a couple of sample columns and shipped them off to him anyway. And he called me up and said, let's talk. And from there, I got a once a week column and then created a job in the Marketing Services Department of the Register until an opening came up in the newsroom. Taking risks has been something that's almost second nature to me. But so can blaming. I look back on the times that I didn't take risks or look back on things that didn't work out in my life, coz I hope you got that every example I cited of risks that I took. If you look at it all on a resume, it looks okay. It looks pretty good. There was always an element of falling down the ski slope and getting back up. But what can happen to keep people from taking risks? Is it when you fall down, you blame. you blame the snow conditions. You blame the skis. You blame your mother for whatever. And you don't get back up and try it again. I'd like to take a couple minutes here, to do couple of little exercises. This is audience participation time, and this is fun. I would like, Oh, look at the squirming around. No, no, don't look the other way. So she won't come here. I wanna hear a really good victim story. Like he did it to you big time or I was born this way or I can't help with, I grew up in small town, Iowa, I don't know what your victim story is but think of a really good one. The ice storm. Anything come to mind. Who's gonna be the first to get up and really share a victim story. Come on Dee, come on.\r\n\r\n- Victim story.\r\n\r\n- Stand up, would you?\r\n\r\n- There are so many? That's so wonderful? Really good. And believe it. I want you to really believe it. That this, whatever it was,\r\n\r\n- It was my fault.\r\n\r\n- I want you to convince me that this was just fate. You can do it.\r\n\r\n- Why i didn't go to school?\r\n\r\n- Why you didn't go to school?\r\n\r\n- I had no background, I couldn't get any finances. I went to I didn't have super grades, and my parents raised me\r\n\r\n- Your parents' faults. Your parents did it.\r\n\r\n- I had to raise kids, my husband left me, I couldn't go to college and I had to go get a job, I had no education so I break this.\r\n\r\n- That's good. What a victim? That's great. Turn to the person on your right and tell him your victim story. And really get in the way, like oooh they do it to me. I'll give you a couple minutes for this. How about that time you were late for class? Remember that time you were late for class. You were skipped the 10th time you were late for class, but it wasn't your fault because of You can think of some kind of victim story. Most of you were playing. Some of you wouldn't want to risk being vulnerable would you know? Somebody might not think you have it all together. I want you to tell the same story, but be accountable. Tell the same story, but be accountable. Sure you were late for class but if you had planned ahead for that, whatever it was you planned to be there 10 minutes ahead of time. You would have been there on time. Be accountable.\r\n\r\n- There is a little similarity. Did you do this yourself?\r\n\r\n- You may have a lot of stuff in there that you want to get up. Maybe you can meet up with your partner afterwards and keep going into this victim stuff. Cause it's kind of fun. The next partner, it's your turn. We're gonna do a little something about play kidding and blaming. I don't want you to think of a specific example but I want you to be the blamer. You did it to me, you get really into it. Just point your finger or whatever it is when you're really in the blaming. That can take all sorts of different, it's your fault. It's all your fault. You did it to me. And then I want the other person to just really soak it all in like, Oh, I'm so sorry. I'll never ever do it again. Just own it just really own it. It is your fault. maybe you've never blamed anybody for anything. And maybe this exercise is totally meaningless. And I apologize for taking up your time. However, I suspect as human beings there is no one of us in this room that hasn't been in either position. If we are to take risks in our lives we have to get in touch with these kinds of things about blaming and how that pays off in not taking risks or if we're assuming responsibility for everything bad that happens. Somehow the ice storm is my fault. I don't know how, but I'll take responsibility for that. And there's a fine line of being accountable and being responsible. The victim stories, my guess is some of you came up with some really, really good victim stories. And if we'd had a couple of days to be together you might be honest enough to really share some of that secret, icky, awful victim stuff that sits inside about 10% of us here in this room. And it's not about you were accountable or responsible for causing whatever that might've been necessarily but what you are and what we all are accountable and responsible for is how that dictates the rest of our lives. You had a bad relationship with somebody when you were 18, 19 years old. Sure you can blame that person until you die. And you have left that history dictate the rest of your life. Or you can take a look at it and decide I'm not gonna let that keep me from another relationship. I'm not gonna let that keep me from taking another course. He flunked the course in high school and math. Its a new math, did it. I don't ever have to take another math course as long as I live. Or you can face up to that and put it behind you and be accountable and move on and be open to risking and to failing and to succeeding and to risking and to failing and to succeeding and to risking. And I'd like to ask you to do me one favor. think of something that you've always had in the back of your mind, or perhaps something that hasn't even come up for you until we had this discussion today about a risk you'd like to take, and then take action on it this week would you? And let me know drop me a line just confidentially. This is not a have to, obviously, I've done this before. And it has been so gratifying to me to get notes from people who the woman from Mason City wrote me. She drove herself to Des Moines, Iowa. I get tears in my eyes. This is sort of silly, but thinking about that because this woman is now traveling on her own. she's exploring the world beyond Iowa. She's doing things just because she got out of that little box. That little circle in her life is so much better and it could be a little thing like that. It could be a big thing. And if you don't have anything in mind right now, that's okay. But spend some time thinking about a risk that you might want to take. Perhaps it's risking in a relationship, perhaps it's risking in a job, but do me that favor, would you? And I would love to hear from you. Thank you very much.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://iastate.aviaryplatform.com/collections/2486/collection_resources/43244/file/116065#t=0.0,2623.176"}]}]}]}